deer crossing

under construction. ideas brewing.

chic for cheap

so browsing through the online wardrobe instead of the actual store racks. i noticed that forever twenty-one (f21) has really diversified its selections (although i still feel people are lazy and copy these looks in anticipation of becoming a fashionista..when in reality they come off as a weak carbon copy) the reason i say this is because i understand using magazines for ideas, but when you aren't true to your style the end result is disastrous.
be original. be youself.
use the visual ideas and adapt to your own likeness.

ethereal ballerina.



rock star lifestyle.

pretty in purple.

it shows that looking good doesn't have to be expensive.

hi5

My hands have an amazing mixture of

Revlon Vixen nail polish, Maybelline Liquid Eyeliner and dirt.

I'm tempted to taste the concoction to see if it taste like dirty glamour.

(I've got to learn to take off the restraints)
I rushed to put on some make up to look half alive for class.

So for now I'll continue to walk to Art History.

Naked Grecian man. It's art.

And I still have to print my poem for Poetry class. It's art.

What can I say...I want to live the life of an artist.

Then I go to Communication Theory which is required

---hate that class.

Whoah!

How long has this guy been behind me?

I wonder if he can heard my mental notes...

I wonder what's on his hands?

(i feel asleep on my hand while studying)

in the shape of a heart.

the heart.
wikipedia describes the heart as a muscular organ found in all vertebrates that is responsible for pumping blood throughout the blood vessels by repeated, rhythmic contractions.
wt-hell does wikipedia know.

emily dickinson is more qualified with matters of the heart.

Heart, we will forget him,
You and I, tonight!
You must forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.

When you have done pray tell me,
Then I, my thoughts, will dim.
Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging
I may remember him!

it seems as though everyone is afraid of the heart. it makes us all feel things that cause our chests to ache. there is this hollow filling that you get and this idea that it could never be filled, and you must accept the fact that you could never be whole again.

college: the place where relationships go to die
to me boys are the most afraid. they mask these feelings by having meaningless sex with multiple partners and basically becoming robotic by expressing no type emotions toward the females. (i laughed too)
girls seem more willing to subject themselves to the possibility of a relationship, though recently i've seem more females feel the need to "not give a damn"..and acquire bad reputations in the process. (double standards..hurts don't it)
but i honestly feel if people would reduce the amount of meaningless encounters with the opposite sex they might be able to find that one person that completes them. that complementary someone that will be there other better half.
it's extremely easy to have that "eff them hoes" mentality and to "role solo"/"one deep" but those people are scared. they would rather feel nothing to dodge the possibility of pain. fcking without true feeling.

if this doesn't stop we are all going to be 30 searching eharmony.com archives for someone to love us.

global.warming.lives.

so the rain come-th down from above.

it was fine at wednesday's winter wonderland.

i prefer a s s i m i l a t i o n snow and cold

i live in houston and for the first sixteen years of my life

-the weather was cool-

these last 3 years the polar ice caps are melting into my city.

this is how i viewed the real snow friday-my first thought when getting out of the car was "oh, was it's not like rain i don't feel anything"second thought "oh hell no, my entire coat is wet" this followed several tweet expressing my displeasure at the fall weather.lol(i would have liked it much better is there was funnel cake)

my guardian angel kept me safe on the road though