yayaya for today!

today was a great day

traveling a city-ours for the taking.
friends and food.
rain with joy.
as we watched the rain trickle down from the sky,
landing on stone tables
we ate together. sharing stories and sushi roll.
laughing, celebrating my birthday.
my friends are the bestest.

happy 20th birthday to myself

i can usually find a cute cupcake or balloon picture for everyone else's birthday,
but i couldn't find any i liked for my birthday.

until i looked through my computer
and this picture has the best people and cake

happy birthday

things i liked as a nineteen-year-old

welcome,

this is my city

and meet my roll dog.

the mind of a sick person.

settling never tasted so good.

so i was one of the first mall testers to have a yogurt fruz
&&it was free

everyone knows i wanted a pinkberry
well, berripop and this are close enough
plus,
they set up shop right outside express
but
i won't go now though
they have a major line.

sickness. it's a disease.

day two of body aching, head pounding
when i sit still, i fell me throbbing.

in a way it's kind of inspiring-
enlightening.
when i get sick, i want to remember what well feels like.
and how i don't know a day without a headache
until i have a headache.

like sometimes when i go shopping. i stop. and ask myself.
what do i like. and then it becomes impossible for me to find anything else to buy.

i confuse myself.
ouch. my chest is tightening now.

makes me wonder if people denied love feel this kind of sick, this kind of aching.

july is for birthdays sneaking into bars

who knew i'd miss html?!

i don't get to manipulate text. alignment. nada

happy birthday constance.

today is my eldest sister's birthday.
i would have given her a picture of cake or cupcake or balloons.
but she's a diva. so i had to do something different.

happy today would have been my birthday.

today was the day, according to the ob/gyn, that i was suppose to be born.
and as you know my birthday is the 25th instead.
and as i've said, my mother was 33 when she was pregnant with me.

but i am lazy.
and so i can later.

the doctor was actually going to induce labor by the 25th, but my mom was already going into labor...so they went with it.
i come at my own time.

and now my older sister and i are
ten years. ten days. and ten minutes apart.
how cool is that huh.

everyday

this is pretty much the story
of everyday of my life,
but the only difference is
i'm usually looking at the floor

i love your brown skin.

happy birthday adele.

today is my sister adele's birthday. hope she enjoys :D

coquette (n): a woman who flirts lightheadly with men to win their admiration and affection

i like this word. i like to say it also. it's in one of my lines.

these types of shorts
make me happy.
i must find some.
i wish i had jeans shaped like this and i would cut them into shorts

hey, nice scarf.

her outfit made me smile.

so i have like a million of these shoes.
but i want these too

soooo...
that will be a million and one.

but they are only $18

that's a deal.
cause i hate sneakers.

i am such a lauren.

conrad. lauren conrad.
"once a player" episode aired 12/03/2007
re-run on wednesday

LC and Lo have a conversation over lunch (of course) about how much she likes Brody, but she knows he goes out with other girls.

at one point in the episode LC looks through Brody's (dum dum dum) first generation iPhone and finds a million girl numbers in just the A-B section, including 'Brittany Canada Whore'

on their date she tells she says, "i can't tell you what to do."
brody replies, "you can't tell me what to do...but you can suggest."
LC "i dunno what to say"
awkward silence.
[very my life reminiscent]

i wonder if things would have ended up different between the two of them if LC would have said what she told Lo.

it's a mixture of pride and wanting him to just KNOW what to do.

sigh. life. continues on.

Eastside High

punctuation is important.

love me simple

love me, simple.

love me. simple.

love, me simple?

love. me. simple.

(untitled)

i wanted to stamp
your lips
so that when you're
long gone
i can continue to leave
traces of your kiss
on the door frame.

and if i ever get lost i'll just follow love home

to love your colorized body

press eject and be
catapulted into your body.
just to be you,
and feel my love.

snapshot this moment
bury the evidence
52 paces due east
dig up the remains in 10 years
and try to remember
who came up with this intoxicating idea.

envelope your smile
purposely write
the address incorrect
so the letter
can return to sender.

wishful thinking.

i don't care if i have to weave it in or grow it myself. i'll od on biotin if i have to.
i am braiding my hair like this.
and it will look good.
sheesh.

i thought you were cute.
then i saw you were ragedy.
funny, corny.
cute and quirky.
just like me.

yay, she a coke head.

ohmycoke.tumblr.com

golden brain: the intergrated mind.

i took a left or right brain test.
and my results were the intregrated mind.

strong qualities from either hemisphere.
see the whole picture when procesing information, but you can as well pay attention to details.

enjoy organizing schedule,but enjoys being spontaneous.

good at endeavors of: math, reasoning and analyzing art and music

use reasoning to follow your gut.

golden brain, eh.
yayayayayayyy, ambiguity. a curse in a blessing.

where'd you get your shorts.

i meet a woman in my store with jeans similar to these on.
she was tall. with long, wavy blonde hair.
she told me she got her shorts from san fransico.

i love working in retail,
besides forcing people to buy these they aren't looking for
i see so many people everyday
and speak to people i'll never see again
and tell them how much i love their clothing (and mean it)

i'm surrounded by clothes all day. and music. and great co-workers.
i am sooo lucky.
but my feet hurt. and my pocketbook. :(

hello, good morning.

i would love to poetry to breakfast.
energize on the words of ted hughes.
and use the morning light to ponder how he and slyvia plath
couldn't work it out in words.

"Nick and the Candlestick"

O love, how did you get here?
O embryo..

In you, ruby.
The pain
You wake to is not yours

to soon?

never!

you guys can't still be salty, can you?
well.
rockets 2011 champions.

wtfacebooklinks?

so this freaked me out...just a little.
(to say the least)
but i won't let you down fb.
i WILL overcome.
thanks.

quick love
evaporated
before emotions could
solifiy

sisters, you've been on my mind.

dear july,
how i missed thee. my favorite month of the year.
the month of my birth and both of my sisters' birth.
time for cancers and leos (which 4/5ths of the people in my house are)
rubies. and heat.

love,
meagan july 25th