chopped n screwed

it started as normal conversation.
a simple hey, what's up? how you doing?
everything regular...the normal.
then i could see it in his eyes;
that natural burning desire
of heated animal instinct
his eyes pierced through me.
it was like i was completely stripped down.
bare- unable to move my feet.
i'm still in the hallway,
the brick walls are closing in on me
bringing us forbiddenly closer together
he goes first for my legs
that are glued together to hold the rest of me together
he's unaware of the thoughts
-the unadulterated thoughts lingering
and pulls himself closer with confidence
trying to do good i turn away
because i want too much for our lips
to touch and at that moment i knew
his hands gently tug at my chin
to release my lips from their moral stance
but the rest of me is weak
so i allow two soft unresponsive kisses
once he notices
i feel bad
he can tell something is wrong
but i merely let on-- i'm shy
so the talking commences
trivial mindless dribble
waiting for the next attack

haha...more another time.