touching the intangible

searching through forever 21 online the knit burnout pocket tanks caught my attention. each with a different intangible noun on the front. going through the shirts i found it hard to pick one i truly wanted. i would be going around with this word on my chest, and although some people may not be paying attention or care, i would. this one tank top would represent me for the day, and i controlled what people thought i represented.

option 1 hope

definition longing. desire. blah blah

at my age it's perfectly fine to have hopes and desires but at my age i need to be putting these things into action. mobilizing my dreams and making them a reality. you've got to take each day and utilize it. {i want too much tv} almost 19. seems young, but i'll put in the leg work to walk up and down the houston area searching for any small position that could help me. {first i must detach myself from the tv. tv is evil} hope is beautiful, when there comes a time when hope just isn't enough.

option 2 imagine

definition without imagination there would be no possibilities.

i daydream all day long, i'm practically daydreaming right now. i'll live in lala land as long as i possibly can before the world comes and tries to take away the last piece of my innocence and naive spirit. it's where my ideas brew and simmer and i randomly blog about tank tops. my imagination seperates me from others. it's my drive. but i don't want to walk around only seen as a daydreamer, you must take your head out of the clouds and trade the shoulda's into gonna's.

option 3 love

definition didn't want this one :) yeah thanks whatever. though it would be a great romantic outfit....ok i'll rethink it.

definition
1. Faith inspires people to give their best: creative positive action in their lives and the world.
2.Without Faith nothing is possible, with Faith everything is possible.

this is the one i want. once you're done hoping and imagining you've got to leave it in god's hands and just have faith in yourself and your abilities. this is something i struggle with. when you chase your dreams you're more vulnerable to criticism and more aware of possibilites of failure. it seems so easy to be a nurse rather than being journalist. as if nursing schools are just letting in everyone..but it just more realistic and more attainable rather than working for vogue magazine. as my friend told me it should be easier to be a journalist because knowing this is my passion my heart and soul would be the added incentive to excel. once you've achieved your goal you can love what you do.

peace.

peace. not an option. although peace would be GREAT.