....i just crush alot.
crush (n): the fantasies i've created in my mind; a well-assembled personality to a face.
mentally, i've introduced myself to this person (that may not even exist), because i have filled in all the holes (the things i don't know about the person well enough). so it can be hard to erase them from my psyche once they turn out no to be the person i created.
sometimes, i literally have to go to the extremes of writing down the persons names and crossing it out. my mind knows.this way my eyes can translate it to my heart.
o, why torment myself
with an idea i alone conceived.
a configuration of parts
a heart,
a spirit,
a light
a lie.
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